I only did 120 crunches today. I could do more but for some reason, I really don’t want to. I am terribly unmodivated which really sucks. I hate feeling like this because it depresses me and then I freak out. I need to be careful. I am the kind of person who wants to see results immediately. And even though I know in the back of my mind that isn’t going to happen, that is just the way I feel. I can push myself to the limit all day and run and lift weights and do everything else known to man but at the end of the day I still feel like shit. I seriously hate waiting for results when it comes to my body. But I need to be easier on myself or I could end up doing some damage.
I really don’t want to overwork myself but I think tonight I might do some more exercising. I wish I could just keep doing it, I never want to stop.
I finished going through my boxes finding everything I wanted to keep, sell, and throw away. It really sucked but I had to. I didn’t get a chance to go back to the apartment though, I am just too beat. I will clean it tomorrow.
It’s my sister Lindsey’s birthday today! I can’t wait to see her tonight to celebrate!!! We’re gonna have drinks and I’m so excited!!!!
