May 11, 2024

 

I am going to kill Bobby for getting me sick. I have been sick with something since Wednesday night. I think it’s just a cold. I don’t have a fever despite me sweating like a pig. I’ve hardly been able to get on my webcam either and it’s costing me money by being too sick to stream. I was able to get online for a little while last night and I’m streaming some today, mostly just because I missed it and missed my fans.  But this shit is unbearable and of course I tend to turn into a big baby when I’m sick but when I’m so sick, I can’t see straight, I’m pissed! Bobby did NOT have to kiss me when he was infected! He said he did because I would accuse him of cheating on me if he didn’t kiss me while sick but fuck, I’d rather him cheat than put me through this shit! I haven’t been eating much but I did order a chicken sandwich from Chili’s for lunch and am waiting on it to be delivered. My dad sent me $50 for Christmas so I splurged and ordered lunch in because cooking anything right now is out of my reach. I’ve spent most my time sleeping these past few days.